■Y/N POV■

I woke up and head to the shower. After dressing up I walk to the kitchen to brew and serve myself a cup of tea.

I ate a slice of toast with strawberry jam and then took my tea to the couch. When I sip my tea, my eyes fell on my left arm.

"I'm relieved you didn't..."

I almost choke as memories from last night came. Bokuto san held my arm, the touch of him on my skin somehow linger.

Y/N: hft... Bokuto san...

I checked forecasts on Tv, they said it'll be raining today. I took my umbrella and my bag and head out.

Today Bokuto san didn't come for a check-up. Is he already return to Japan? Talk about Japan, I kinda miss Japan.

Y/N: I haven't visited my aunt and uncle... I miss my friends too...

I feel kind of down after thinking about my friends and relatives in Japan. I walk out of the clinic, it's drizzling. I took my umbrella out and open it.

When I reach the gate, I saw Bokuto san walk out of the Bar across the street.

Bokuto: Y/N!

He's still here!? I watch as Bokuto san looks to the sides before deciding to cross. Right when he was about to reach this side, the rain starts pouring heavily. He's definitely drenched by now.

Y/N: Bokuto san!

I approach him and lift the umbrella higher so he could get in. I stand next to him making our shoulder touch.

Bokuto: Y/N no, I got your clothes wet

Y/N: it's alright, I couldn't leave you in the rain.

The rain is getting even heavier. The wind made it even worse. I look at Bokuto san's drenched body, even I'm starting to get drenched as well.

Bokuto san's hotel is pretty far from here. We could catch a cold if we stay out in wet clothes like this.

Y/N: Bokuto san... let's head to my place, it's close by.

Bokuto san look surprised by my offer but he immediately says yes. He took the umbrella from me and hold it for us. I look up at him, he looks... excited.

■3rd Person POV■

Y/N and Bokuto have arrived at Y/N place. Bokuto stayed in the doorway, scared he might get Y/N's house wet. Y/N came with a towel and hand it to him.

Y/N: Bokuto san please take a bath right now, I'm going to dry your clothes in the dryer.

Bokuto: but you're also drenched... you could catch a c-

Y/N: I'm only wet on my lower pants, I could just change it. Hurry up before you caught a cold.

Y/N pulled Bokuto's hand and drag him to the bathroom. Bokuto watch as the smaller girl pulls him. He remembers how she always does this back then too, it makes him happy.

Bokuto takes a shower while Y/N dried his clothes after changing hers. She put his dried clothes in front of the bathroom door and headed to make some warm milk.

Bokuto finished taking a shower, he walks and sits on the carpet while his eyes wandering around her house. Just then Y/N saw Bokuto and left whatever she's doing in the kitchen.

Y/N: Bokuto san... you should dry your hair properly you could get sick.

Y/N sits on her knees in Infront of Bokuto and rub his hair with a towel, trying to dry it out. Bokuto just sits, not moving, and watches as Y/N dries his hair like she used to. When Y/N eyes fell on Bokuto's, she just realized what she did.

Y/N: I'm so-sorry... I uh, I just unconsciously uh...

Bokuto : It's okay.... I enjoy it a lot.

Bokuto smiled at her genuinely, making her embarrassed. Thank heaven the sound of the water boiled saved her from further embarrassment. She hurriedly runs to the kitchen.

Bokuto wander around her house, looking at every corner of the place Y/N stayed at.

Just then his eyes caught something on her desk. There on the corner of her desk lies a photo. It was a photo of him and Y/N that she brought when she left two years ago.

When Kalei said that he feels like he saw Bokuto somewhere before, it was actually from this photo. He saw it when he came here to help Y/N.

Bokuto pick up the photo of Y/N and him during their graduation from Fukurodani. Y/N smiling ever so sweetly, while Bokuto snakes his arm on her shoulder.

Bokuto: she... have this...

■Bokuto's POV■

As I hold the photo in my hand, remembering when it was taken. The photo was snatched from me.

Y/N hides the photo behind her, she looks flustered.

Y/N: it's... it's not how it looks like... it's just... I just...

I look at her small body, trembling slightly. Her face is red and her eyes are a bit teary.

I take a step forward to where she is, but she stepped back.

Bokuto : Y/N....

Y/N: I just happen to saw it when I pack and... I... I....

She looks down, tears rolling down her cheeks. My chest grew tight at the sight of her, looking all like this.

Y/N: Bokuto san why did you have to come to my life again.... I.. I almost am able to forget but...

She starts to sob. I try to approach her again but she took a step back again.

Y/N: I couldn't help but feel like I'm not enough... I know I'm not enough but... I couldn't just let go that easy...

Bokuto : Y/N...

What did I do... how could I do this to you.

Y/N: it's hard for me to leave.... I, really love Bokuto san... and when I found it's not me that could make you happy.. I tried to accept it, but....

I tried to reach her again but she keeps on avoiding me.

Y/N: I tried to accept that, but... I'm sorry I couldn't.... so I ran away.... but seeing you again I... I... why are you doing this to me Bokuto san?

I finally forced my way and grab her arm, pulling her to me as I wrapped my arms around her body.

Y/N: Bokuto san... let... go

Y/N is squirming, but I'm not letting go. I won't let go.

Bokuto : I'm sorry I hurt you...

Y/N: I hate you Bokuto san... I should have hated you... but.. why can't I?

She starts to sobs again and I hold her even tighter, trying to press our body as close as I could.

Bokuto: you're always enough.... I'm the greedy one. I'm the selfish one... I'm the idiot muscle head person I always am... but...

I stroke her hair while trying to calm her down.

Bokuto : right after you left me... I realized all of that... I'm gonna change Y/N.. so, please

I pulled back a little so I could see her face. Her eyes are red and puffy, I wiped the tears from her cheeks. She looks so down, and I'm the one who made her like this... but, I want to fix it.

Bokuto : Y/N.... Baby Owl... please give me another chance. I swear... I'm gonna be smarter, I will stop being selfish. I... only need your attention and nobody else...

Y/N finally looks up at me, tears still came out of her eyes as I keep wiping them away with my thumbs.

Bokuto : this time... I'll be the one who gives you attention. I'll take care of you... I'll cherish you more...

I showed her my most determined face. But I feel like my eyes are wet by now. My cheeks feel wet, tears also came out of my eyes.

Bokuto : please... be mine again, I can't lose you Y/N.

How unmanly, I should have look tough and strong. I told her that I'll take care of her but...

Soft fingers touched my cheek as it brushes the tears away. I look at Y/N, she looks at me worriedly.

Y/N: no... don't cry... this way how am I supposed to believe that you'll take care of me.... you can't even dry your hair alone...

She looks at me, warmly. I feel like my heart pounding uncontrollably.

Bokuto : Y/N... ?

Y/N: I... need more time to think but... I think we can try to start over. But... let's do it slowly...as friends... o-okay

She brushes my bangs away from my face. I couldn't help myself as I pounce her, covering her body with mine. And she finally put her hand on my back.

Bokuto : Yes! It's alright, I... I'm so gonna make this right. I'll make you mine again.

I finally have her in my arms again

This time I will do it right

I'm sorry I couldn't stop loving you

Now I'll make sure you'll stay with me